Am I Suffering Depression?

Hi ya Tiara! 1st I want to send you my condolences on the loss of your Gram-pa and your brother, I am very sorry for your losses! please do not give up hope Tiara because there are many avenues that you can explore.Have u talked to your guidance counselor at your school? They can help you in many ways.Also have you looked for a name and number of a Psychologist or a Social worker? There are many options for you to choose from sweety! If u you u need someone to help you choose a Professional or if u just need someone to talk to I will gladly listen and chat to you.There seems to be more than one thing going on with you and I really would suggest that you talk to a professional hunni.Please don't kill yourself because that is a permanent solution to a temporary problem even though it may seem like the problem is permanent.I can say with confidence that even though your world seems so bleak and black that there is light at the end of that tunnel for you and that you will one day smile and mean it know what I mean? Feel free to e-mail me Tiara if u have any questions or if u just want to chat.Take care and get well soon! I know can!